I Can’t Be This Protagonist Chapter 122

The elevator entrance was so quiet that the air was almost stagnant. Almost everyone in the bright and dark had not responded. Everything was like a standstill. Only Yan Shuang calmly turned around, bypassed his assistant and Sheng Guangming, and calmly pressed the elevator.

Sheng Guangming didn’t react until the elevator door was closed and the down sign was on. He looked at Qin yubai. He was full of anger when he came. Now he doesn’t know why he felt a faint sadness.

The man in front of me looked pathetic.

Even with more money, there is no way to remedy the poor.

Sheng Guangming takes back his eyes. He suddenly doesn’t want to argue with each other. It’s just a waste of time to argue with such people.

Sheng Guangming didn’t want to stay here. He simply stopped waiting for the elevator and turned to the direction of the safe passage.

Assistant: Well, when we’re gone, we’ll leave him as a worker to face the boss who lost his face and couldn’t pick it up on the ground. Ha ha ha, it’s fucking good!

The elevator went down quickly. When it came to the 13th floor, the indicator light on the 12th floor suddenly lit up on the panel. Yan Shuang glanced at it and knew it clearly in his heart.

It was only about half a second before and after. The moment Yan Shuang’s eyes moved from the panel to the elevator door, the elevator door opened.

A familiar Qingjun face came into view.

Yan Shuang didn’t show a surprised expression. To be exact, he didn’t show any expression on his face. He just looked at the people outside the elevator quietly.

Ji Yao’s clothes were still meticulous and neat, and his face was a little crimson. At the same time, a little sweat quietly seeped from his dark sideburns on his forehead, and slowly slid down along the outline of his clear cheeks.

Oh, you have good physical strength. You run so fast.

Yan Shuang took back his eyes indifferently and reached out to press the close button in the elevator. Ji Yao flashed into the elevator.

There was a lot of space in the elevator. After Ji Yao came in, he forced Yan Shuang directly into the corner near the wall on the side of the elevator.

“What are you doing?” Yan Shuang did not move, holding the handrail of the elevator and showing vigilance.

“What do you mean by remembering?”

As soon as Ji Yao opened his mouth, his voice was a little hoarse, revealing the fact that he had just exercised violently.

“It’s about him and me. It’s none of your business.”

Yan Shuang’s response was surprisingly cold.

Every time they met in recent times, they had a violent collision between emotions. Yan Shuang seemed tired, and his face showed an honest look of boredom.

Ji Yao can stand quarreling with Yan Shuang, even if it is so fierce that both sides lose. He can’t stand Yan Shuang saying “it has nothing to do with him” like now, as if he excluded him from this distorted and chaotic relationship.

“It has nothing to do with me?” Ji Yao said slowly, word by word.

“Yes,” Yan Shuang said calmly, “you hate me and I hate you. In this case, my affairs have nothing to do with you.”

Those indifferent eyes vaguely lit a flame, “I really hate you.”

Yan Shuang’s face showed an injured expression of “I’ll just say it, you really dare to admit it”, but his mouth still replied strongly: “that’s great.” When he finished, he stretched out his elbow and pushed the man in front of him. At the moment when his elbow was pressed against his chest, the man in front of him pressed over more urgently.

Yan Shuang, who had been close to the corner, was completely squeezed into a corner.

The two faces are too close, and there seems to be thorns in both eyes. Just looking at each other like this can make each other feel sharp pain.

“What do you think of?”

The thin lips moved slightly, and the breath sprayed on his face. Yan Shuang twisted his face to avoid, “I said it has nothing to do with you…”

“Why didn’t you agree to his proposal?”

“It has nothing to do with you.”

The moment the elevator door opened, Yan Shuang suddenly pushed, but the person in front of him didn’t push. Instead, Ji Yao held him in his arms. He held Yan Shuang tightly and firmly controlled him in his arms. He leaned against his ear and breathed a little hurriedly, “I…”


The words in my ears stopped suddenly.

Sheng Guangming, who came down the stairs outside the elevator and waited, looked at the people in the elevator with a shocked face.

Yan Shuang didn’t respond to him, but turned his face, leaned against Ji Yao’s side face, looked at him attentively, “what are you?”

The breathing sound changed from urgent to slow. The cold and handsome side face was covered with a layer of fog. Ji Yao also turned his face. Looking at Sheng Guangming’s footsteps outside the elevator, they were almost like kissing.

“I really…” the eyes intertwined, and the two sharp lips slowly said, “I hate you…”

Yan Shuang’s eyes flushed directly without buffer. His tone was still calm and said, “that’s each other.”

He propped up his arm pressed on his chest. This time, he easily broke away from Ji Yao’s arms and walked out of the elevator. Yan Shuang naturally took Sheng Guangming’s arm in a brisk tone, “brother Sheng, let’s go.”

Sheng Guangming looked back and watched the elevator close slowly. His proud face disappeared in his sight.

When the sound of the elevator completely closing came, Yan Shuang also put down his hand holding Sheng Guangming’s arm, “I’m sorry.”

Sheng Guangming was stunned in place. It took him a while to react. He looked back at the elevator door and ran after it quickly.

Yan Shuang walked to the parking lot outside. He saw Sheng Guangming’s car, went to Sheng Guangming’s car, supported the door with both hands, and his straight back seemed to bend down.

Sheng Guangming’s footsteps stopped slowly. He stood there for a while before slowly moving forward.

“Since you like it, why are you duplicity?”

Yan Shuang leaned against his car without making a sound. After a while, he turned back and said, “drive, my school has classes in the afternoon.”

Sheng Guangming didn’t move. “I can see that he likes you too…”

He didn’t go on, because Yan Shuangzheng looked at him with an extremely sharp eye.

He knew he had crossed the line again.

Somehow, this time, Sheng Guangming felt particularly lost.

He silently opened the door and Yan Shuangli got into the car.

Sheng Guangming was still standing outside the car until Yan Shuang, who had fastened his seat belt, said, “I’m sorry I just used you.”

Sheng Guangming was slightly stunned.

“I apologize to you,” Yan looked at the front without expression, “not next time.”

Sheng Guangming pursed his lips, frowned and got into the car.

When the car starts, it’s quieter than before in the building.

Sheng Guangming thought: it turns out that Qin yubai’s proposal can’t even compare with Ji Yao’s annoying sentence.

He clenched the steering wheel with both hands and wanted to say something, but he knew that what he said had no weight for Yan Shuang. If it was Ji Yao… Maybe as long as he softened his attitude a little, it would be enough to make Yan Shuang happy.

Yan Shuang suddenly pressed down the window on his side.

The wind outside the window was drawn into the car and made a whirring sound. Sheng Guangming couldn’t help saying, “cold, turn it off.”

Yan Shuang ignored it and turned his whole face completely to the half open window.

Sheng Guangming frowned, saw the parking space on the roadside in front of him and stopped the car directly.

“If you like it, say you like it. If there is any misunderstanding between two people, don’t you just make it clear? What’s wrong with a man, a big husband!”

Sheng Guangming spoke so loudly in front of Yan Shuangshuang for the first time. His tone even meant a little reprimand. Yan Shuang looked stunned by him.

The cold wind only blew him for a short time, and it also blew his thin melon seed face out of a light red color.

“I’ll take you back now. You two sit down and make it clear.”

Sheng Guangming said that he was going to shift gears and drive.

A pair of cool hands covered the back of his shift hands.

Yan Shuang looked at him quietly, “I don’t like him.”

Sheng Guangming was almost a little angry. “Is it interesting to deceive yourself and others like this?”

“I don’t like him,” Yan Shuang said. “He doesn’t like me either.”

It is reasonable to say that Sheng Guangming is irrelevant to others, but he is more angry than both parties, “bullshit!”

Yan Shuang still pressed the back of his hand, “he and I are people from two worlds. We can’t do it.”

“What about people from two worlds?” Sheng Guangming couldn’t hide his anger. “He’s an alien? Why don’t I talk to people all day?”

Yan Shuang smiled weakly, “you don’t understand.”

Sheng Guangming was about to argue. Yan Shuang said, “you haven’t liked anyone, so you don’t understand.”

The back of the hand pressed by the soft palm suddenly burned. Sheng Guangming turned his face. He looked at the withered tree outside the window and said stiffly, “who said that.”

“Anyway, he and I ended a long time ago. You were there that day,” Yan Shuang said. “It’s all like that. We can’t be together.”

Sheng Guangming was in a complicated mood. He said, “if you don’t try, how do you know it’s impossible?” He looked at Yan Shuang and looked solemnly, “even people from two worlds, as long as they work hard and sincerely, their world will be connected.”

Yan Shuang looked at his sincere and bright eyes as bright as the sun and said softly, “really?”

“But…” he lowered his eyes and whispered, “I don’t want to try any more.”

Sheng Guangming was stunned.

He finally understood what Yan Shuang’s lingering melancholy represented.

He may not have tried hard. Maybe he tried his best to enter that person’s world, but he failed, and he must have failed miserably, so that he didn’t have the courage to try again.

“Brother Sheng,” Yan Shuang called him softly, “take me back to school.”

Sheng Guangming sent Yan Shuang back to school and back to the cake shop.

The cake shop is still open normally. He hasn’t informed the employees that their shop will be dismissed within half a month.

The mall was crowded with people. The business of the cake shop was very good. The diners sat full and smiled on their faces without exception.

Cake is the food that makes people feel happy.

Sheng Guangming took a deep breath. In any case, he would not give up his store or… Yan Shuang.

In the afternoon, Sheng Guangming actively sent a text message to Yan Shuang and asked Yan Shuang about the time of class.

“I’ll pick you up from school?”

“After class, I’m going to Dr. Qi’s hospital.”

“Yes, I’ll take you.”


The short experience in the morning made their relationship seem to return to the previous harmony.

When Sheng Guangming went to pick up Yan Shuang, he brought a strawberry cake.

“The strawberries newly listed in winter are very fresh.”

Yan Shuang took the cake box and said thanks.

Sheng Guangming drove the car steadily to the hospital. He swept Yan Shuang several times with Yu Guang on the road. Yan Shuang was not unaware. He sat calmly until Sheng Guangming parked the car in front of the hospital.

As if out of some strange tacit understanding, Yan Shuang didn’t get off at the first time. He sat in the parked car for a while before he said, “go first.”

Sheng Guangming’s heart kept beating. At this time, he said, “wait –”

Yan Shuang naturally turned his eyes to him.

Sheng Guangming’s face was obviously a little nervous, “in the morning, I asked you what is the relationship between you and Dr. Qi…”

Yan Shuang listened quietly without showing impatience or unhappiness.

“In fact, I want to ask…” Sheng Guangming frowned. He has always been strong and not afraid of cold. Now his tongue seems to be frozen. He doesn’t slip smoothly. He stopped talking for a while and said: “I may… No, I really have a good feeling for you…”

A straight ball with distinctive straight male characteristics kicked over. Yan Shuang was still calm, holding strawberry cake and sitting quietly.

Sheng Guangming also expected his reaction.

The message between them should be discovered by Yan Shuangxian.

That’s why Yan Shuang suddenly gave him a cold shoulder and told him to “stop here”.

He doesn’t want to drag him into the water. Sheng Guangming has figured it out.

“I know this may not be a particularly good time, but I still want to tell you,” Sheng Guangming opened his mouth, and the back became more and more smooth and barrier free. “Someone is trying to enter your world.”

“Brother Sheng,” Yan Shuang’s attitude finally completely recovered to the previous one. He whispered, “you like girls.”

“It’s not about boys and girls. I like you. It’s a fact.”

“You’ll regret it later.”

“I’ll talk about it later,” Sheng Guangming smiled. “Maybe I’ll regret it tonight.”

When he said this, Yan Shuang also smiled, and his face relaxed a little, “I… maybe…” he paused, with a melancholy and sincere smile, “I won’t like you.”

As soon as he confessed, he was rejected, but Sheng Guangming didn’t feel angry or lost at all. On the contrary, he was glad to see Yan Shuang open his heart to him.

“It doesn’t matter,” said Sheng Guangming lightly. “First love is always bitter.”

Yan Shuang smiled again, his eyes slightly bent.

Then he slowly regained his normal expression.

“By reason, since I don’t like you, I shouldn’t give you any hope. The farther away from you, the better, but I… brother Sheng, you are a good man,” Yan Shuang stared at him with gentle eyes. “The good man is very warm, so I crave this warmth.”

“Just like where I am today, I hold your hand just because I want to make him angry. In this way, as long as you are by my side for a day, I may do that at any time.”

“If you are good to me, I will not refuse, nor will I repay you anything because you are good to me.”

“I am also greedy for the feeling Mr. Qi gives me. I go to the hospital now just to have a relationship with him.”

“I am such a completely selfish person who only considers myself.”

“Brother Sheng, I will hurt you and always hurt you. In this way, do you still like me?”

Sheng Guangming listened quietly all the time. He held the steering wheel in his palm and looked serious. After listening, he glanced at Yan Shuang and said, “I’m not sure.”

“I’m not afraid of your jokes. I like a person for the first time, so I don’t know how long it will last. In short,” he looked at Yan Shuang in a gentle and powerful tone. “I still like you now.”

“Well, maybe you don’t like me tonight, do you?”


He said uncertain, but his attitude was very serious and solemn. Yan Shuang’s face also showed a faint smile, “if you don’t like me, can you tell me directly?”

“OK,” said Sheng Guangming, “I’ll tell you as clearly as today.”

“Thank you.”

Yan Shuang held the cake and pushed the door with one hand. The cold wind poured into the car. Yan Shuang suddenly turned his face. He kissed him on the cheek quickly, and then ran away quickly.

Sheng Guangming sat in the car and sat stunned for a long time. The cold wind outside the car cooled the temperature in the car, but did not lower the temperature on Sheng Guangming’s face. He didn’t return until the mobile phone in his pocket was shocked. He touched his hot face with the back of his hand and quickly took out his mobile phone.

——”December 8 is the first day you like me.”

The temperature of his cheeks rose again. Sheng Guangming stared at the message, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly.

No, this is what he likes… I don’t know how many days.


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