I Can’t Be This Protagonist Chapter 138

Instead of going back to Sheng Guangming’s apartment, they first went to the supermarket to buy things. On the eve of the new year, Sheng Guangming wanted to spend time at home with Yan Shuang.

After determining the relationship, the two of them have not been alone. The time of separation makes the initial relationship more long and thick.

In the supermarket, the two people’s hands have never been separated, and they have been closely linked. Most of the supermarkets come out to purchase with families as units. Sheng Guangming holds Yan Shuang’s hand and feels that he is also a small family.


He finally has a home.

Sheng Guangming held those soft boneless hands and raised a satisfied smile at the corners of his mouth, “what else?”

“That’s enough,” Yan Shuang leaned over and looked at the full shopping cart. “If you buy any more, there will be no more refrigerators.”

They went to check out hand in hand. The supermarket line was very long. When they stood in a line and were talking head to head, Yan Shuang’s ass was lightly touched by the shopping cart behind him. As soon as he looked back, he saw Qi Feiyun with a dull face. He was not surprised. In this ancient world, slag attacks were everywhere.

Instead, Sheng Guangming followed him back. Seeing the people behind him, he called out in surprise, “Dr. Qi?”

Qi Feiyun said frankly, “good evening.”

Sheng Guangming didn’t expect to meet Qi Feiyun here. His newly rented apartment is far from the original apartment. It’s at least 30 minutes’ drive. How could Qi Feiyun appear in the supermarket so far from home?

The scene looked a little awkward.

The relationship between three people is neither simple nor complex.

Nothing more than three words – “gun friend”, “neighbor” and “boyfriend”.

Simple words, extreme dog blood.

Sheng Guangming took Yan Shuang’s hand in one hand and the handle of the shopping cart in the other. He didn’t know how to respond properly. Yan Shuang around him only looked at Qi Feiyun and immediately turned his face. He taught on-site what is “pulling x ruthlessly, goodbye is a stranger”.

Sheng Guangming could only reluctantly reply, “good evening.”

Qi Feiyun nodded slightly.

At the end of the greeting point, Sheng Guangming turned his face, his ears were feverish, and he felt a sense of shame that he had been caught in the corner by the victim.

In fact, in the final analysis, Yan Shuang and Qi Feiyun are not lovers. They are also very calm. If he is the only one who is so awkward, isn’t it too hypocritical? Sheng Guangming is building himself in his heart when his arm is suddenly touched.

“Which do you want?”

Yan Shuang nodded at the shelf on one side.

Sheng Guangming looked down his eyes.

There are two rows of separate shelves in the checkout area of the supermarket. There are some goods that customers may want when they leave the supermarket. Two rows of small square boxes are placed on the top. Thin white fingers pick one box, look carefully, twist their face, and naturally ask him, “is this good?”

Sheng Guangming’s face turned red when he saw what was on the shelf. When it was sandwiched between Yan Shuang’s fingertips, he had smoke on his head and hot air in his ears.

“Huh?” Yan Shuang seemed to think he was not shy enough. He stood on tiptoe and put things in front of him, “strawberry, smell it.”

Jun blushed, his long curly hair hung around his face, and Sheng Guangming lowered his voice, “don’t be kidding.”

“I’m not kidding. Don’t you like this brand or the fragrance?”


Behind him was Qi Feiyun. Sheng Guangming couldn’t open his mouth and forced out a “see you like it”.

Yan Shuang saw that he was embarrassed, but he still didn’t let him go. “It’s used on you. Of course you have to like it.”

Sheng Guangming wondered if Qi Feiyun was behind him. Yan Shuang deliberately teased him like this. When he thought so, he was a little sour. He just broke the jar and fell, “then take one box each.”

Yan Shuangwei was stunned for a moment, narrowed his eyes, smiled and said “good” affectionately. He really stretched out his hand and threw a box of the largest items on the shelf into the shopping cart.

The cashier who checked out swept box by box. At first, his face was still very calm. Later, he couldn’t help blushing.

Yan Shuang held Sheng Guangming’s arm and snickered and fell on his arm.

Although Sheng Guangming was shy, he also smiled.

Yan Shuang’s prank like behavior always made him feel a little childish and made him want to indulge and spoil him.

After the two settled their accounts, Sheng Guangming carried two large bags full of strawberries. Yan Shuang picked a box of strawberries from the top and took it out.

“Ultra thin traceless particles.”

Yan Shuang twisted his face. “Have you used it?”

Sheng Guangming thought: “of course not.”

Yan Shuang smiled, reached out and pinched his face, “the little dog is so good.”

Sheng Guangming’s face turned red when he calmed down. Yan Shuang called him so intimately that he immediately felt the atmosphere of love. It seemed that there was no clear boundary between the two people. They could joke at will and endow all ordinary words with extraordinary magic.

Sheng Guangming wants to kiss him.

At the moment of eye contact, Yan Shuang seemed to understand what he meant. He stood still, closed his eyes, stood on tiptoe and leaned over. Sheng Guangming slightly bent down and they just kissed each other.

After kissing, they looked at each other and smiled, as if something as natural as breathing had happened.

“Hurry back, I’m so hungry.” Yan Shuang hung on his arm and jumped. Sheng Guangming’s chest shook with him, with a smile on his face, “OK, you wait here for a while, I’ll go out and call a car.”

It was cold outside. Sheng Guangming was reluctant to let Yan Shuang’s white face get cold. He carried two bags of heavy things out of the supermarket to stop the car on the roadside.

At the eve of the new year, it was also the evening peak. Taxis were more difficult than Sheng Guangming imagined. The queue of taxis at the entrance of the supermarket was extremely lengthy. Sheng Guangming turned back frequently. In fact, he couldn’t see Yan Shuang, but he subconsciously wanted to do so.

After waiting for a long time, he finally recruited a car. As soon as he opened the door, someone pulled the child in behind him.

“Sorry, it’s too cold. Children are afraid of catching a cold after waiting for a long time.”

When the other party said this, Sheng Guangming didn’t say anything more. After he helped the other party close the door and was thanked, he couldn’t help frowning.

Yan Shuang is also waiting. Sheng Guangming is unhappy.

If he is alone, of course he doesn’t care. Even if the other party doesn’t grab it, he may let it, but he has a lover, and his lover is more priority than anyone else.

The mobile phone in his pocket suddenly rang. Sheng Guangming held his things in one hand. He took the mobile phone and saw that it was Yan Shuang. He quickly answered the phone, “Shuangshuang, are you in a hurry?”

“Fortunately,” Yan Shuang twisted his face, glanced at the people around him and said, “Mr. Qi said he could send us, could he?”

Sheng Guangming was stunned. His lips moved a few times without saying anything.

“If you don’t want to, forget it.”

Yan Shuang’s voice was warm and soft, soliciting his advice very considerately.

Sheng Guangming holds his mobile phone and thinks that if he refuses, Yan Shuang will think he has no demeanor, or still mind his past… Be calm and regard him as Yan Shuang’s most ordinary friend.

“… then thank Dr. Qi.”

Qi Feiyun’s car is parked underground.

The three took the escalator together. Sheng Guangming and Yan Shuang stood side by side, and Qi Feiyun was in front of them.

Sheng Guangming thanked Qi Feiyun when he came back. Qi Feiyun’s attitude was very generous and natural. Sheng Guangming didn’t want to be stingy and responded as naturally as possible.

Sheng Guangming bought too many things. Qi Feiyun directly opened the trunk.

When Sheng Guangming went to put his things, he noticed that there was a folded blanket in the trunk, which looked like the footrest in the car. He paid a little attention.

“Thank you, Dr. Qi. It’s really difficult to hit the bus at the door today.”

Qi Feiyun sat alone in the front row and said, “there are many people in the new year.”

His voice echoed in the car. It was mellow and full of magnetism. Sheng Guangming suddenly had a sense of crisis. Why didn’t he find Qi Feiyun’s voice so good before?

The car was quiet again.

Qi Feiyun drove the car out of the garage. The road ahead was blocked badly and it was almost impossible to walk.

The car was really quiet and embarrassed. Sheng Guangming had to adjust the atmosphere without words. “How did Dr. Qi come to this supermarket to buy things?”

He noticed that Qi Feiyun also carried a small bag after shopping, as if he hadn’t bought anything at all.

“See your friends.”


There’s nothing in the car again.

The blocked car zigzagged forward like a snake. Qi Feiyun seemed to feel the excessive silence in the car. He pressed the video player button in the car, and melodious classical music immediately sounded in the car.

Sheng Guangming said, “Dr. Qi has great taste. He plays such elegant music in the car.”

“It’s not my hobby,” Qi Feiyun paused. “Some people like it.”

Sheng Guangming somehow, Yu Guang subconsciously swept to Yan Shuang around him.

Yan Shuang didn’t speak after getting on the bus. He kept looking outside the car with one hand on his side face. His little thumb was shaking rhythmically with the music.

Sheng Guangming no longer takes the initiative to find topics.

Low, slightly sad music filled the car all the way, and none of the three spoke.

Qi Feiyun drove all the way to the downstairs of Sheng Guangming’s newly rented apartment.

Sheng Guangming got out of the car to get something. When the trunk was opened, he glanced at the blanket stacked on the side. Sure enough, it was the same material and style as the carpet in the car.

This was very common, but Sheng Guangming couldn’t help feeling unusual again.

He always felt that Qi Feiyun and Yan Shuang might not be as simple as he imagined.

Pull down the trunk, Sheng Guangming raises his face.

On the stairs of the apartment, Qi Feiyun, who had got out of the car, was holding a lit cigarette. He turned his face to Yan Shuang and his lips were wriggling. His voice was light. Sheng Guangming didn’t hear what he said, so he saw Yan Shuang shaking his head and Qi Feiyun smiled.

Sheng Guangming approached with two bags of things.



Qi Feiyun said something again. When he said it, he raised his eyes and saw Sheng Guangming approaching, so he restrained his mouth and said to Sheng Guangming, “what a coincidence, my friend also lives here.”

“Really?” Sheng Guangming said calmly.

Yan Shuang came forward, hooked his arm and said with a smile, “go up quickly. I’m starving.”

The three entered the elevator together, but Qi Feiyun pressed the number on the same floor as Sheng Guangming.

Sheng Guangming turned his face and looked at him.

Qi Feiyun looked back at him for unknown reasons.

Sheng Guangming said, “what a coincidence, we also live on this floor.”

Qi Feiyun nodded, “it’s a coincidence.”

Sheng Guangming stood between the two, vaguely conscious, with a sense of going back in time.

The difference is that Yan Shuang is holding his hand now.

Sheng Guangming stared silently.

When the elevator door opened, Qi Feiyun took the bag to the nearest room. After ringing the doorbell, he was greeted warmly.

Sheng Guangming watched him enter the door and took back his eyes to unlock the lock.

Just now downstairs, although the other party stopped talking after seeing him, he still heard very clearly.

Casual, much more magnetic than his voice, with a kind of provocative laziness, said to his boyfriend — “… Don’t you like wearing t?”

“Click -”

The key enters the lock cylinder.

Sheng Guangming pushed the door open.


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