I Can’t Be This Protagonist Chapter 140

Facing the invitation of a friend to stay, Qi Feiyun made a positive reply, but declined the other party’s proposal to watch the new year’s party together and entered the guest bedroom alone.

His friend also lived alone like him. The guest bedroom was cold and quiet. The bed was against the wall. The light colored bedding had no temperature. Qi Feiyun stood in front of the window and looked out of the window.

I don’t know the way ahead in the vast night.

Year after year, it’s so fast.

When Qi Feiyun thought about it, he laughed to himself whether he was old or not. He took a cigarette from his pocket and put it on his fingertips. Considering that he was in a friend’s house, it was not lit. The aroma of tobacco walked very slowly to the tip of his nose. There was only a light wisp, long and light, which was also very comfortable.

Qi Feiyun did not know how long he had been standing, but there was a faint sound of “bang bang” fireworks blooming outside the window.

A large number of gorgeous and bright fireworks bloom in the dark night, and a colorful world is reflected in the gray pupils.

The outside world must be very busy.

“Bang -”

There seemed to be a very slight sound.

But it didn’t seem to come from the window.

A few more sounds came faintly. Qi Feiyun frowned slightly, followed the sound, turned his face, and his smoke gray pupils swept to the side wall opposite the head of the bed.

There were two “bang bang” fireworks outside the window. The falling light reflected Qi Feiyun’s side face in the dark.

He stood still for a moment, moved his steps, and stood facing the wall.

The closer distance makes the voice that could not be caught become real.

“Bang bang -”

It seems that on the opposite side of a wall, someone is hitting something. The frequency is fast and fierce, and it is very rhythmic.

Qi Feiyun stood still for a moment and slowly put the smoke from his fingertips into his lips.

Fireworks are beautiful, but it’s a pity… They’re not for him.

When Sheng Guangming woke up, he suddenly opened his eyes. When the ceiling came into view, his head was still dizzy. It was like a hangover all night. He turned his face and faced a white and pure face. His eyelashes covered his eyes thickly. His red lips were slightly tooted and slightly swollen. It seemed that he was asking for a kiss.

The heart seemed to be pounded, and the heart rate rose sharply.

Last night, chaotic memory fragments crowded into the brain.

[in the bathroom, he was pushed back in the corner and hugged his slender waist at a loss.

Suddenly began to kiss.

Then… Out of control.]

Sheng Guangming looked at the man resting on his arm. He didn’t use it because he was unprepared last night… He glanced at the bag on the bedside table, and another fragment of memory flashed.

[“brother Sheng, do you want to… Use…”


Because of the urgency, he made a particularly brief response. When he was sober, Sheng Guangming really felt that the person last night must not be him!

Why are you so anxious.

It’s like completely losing your mind.

Sheng Guangming closed his eyes and twisted his face in chagrin. His other arm stretched out from the quilt. When he pressed his temple, he felt that the back of his hand seemed to tingle. When he turned over the back of his hand, a large piece of red was on the joints of his bones.


His head hit the back of the bed edge, and his beautiful face wrinkled in an instant.

He kissed him and tenderly stretched out his arm in front of the bed to avoid hurting his head again.

So the soft top of his hair hit the palm of his hand again and again, and the joints on the back of his hand were constantly rubbed, which soon became red, swollen and hot…]

Sheng Guangming stared at a large swelling on the back of his hand, and his face slowly turned red.

It’s not gentle.

Sheng Guangming silently scolded himself, turned his face, looked at the completely harmless sleeping face, and his eyes gradually became soft.

Until now, he seems to have a real sense – they are really together.

Last night, he hugged him as a boyfriend

Sheng Guangming leaned over slightly and put his lips together with the two red lips. As soon as he kissed, more memory fragments surged in, and a dull hum with a smile sounded in the room.

“So energetic early in the morning?”

Sheng Guangming blushed and looked at the man who seemed to wake up from his sleep just now.

Yan Shuang looked lazy and tired. His eyelashes were half closed, the corners of his mouth were bent, and his voice line was a bit like a dream, not a dream, “it’s really powerful.” Fingers lightly hooked the earlobe of Sheng Guang and kissed back meekly.

In the morning, the lovers who spent the night together were rubbing their ears and temples in bed. The indoor light was dim and hazy. Everything was like a dream in a dream. Sheng Guangming was extremely satisfied. He hugged the soft body in his arms and solemnly said, “Shuangshuang, I will be responsible.”

Yan Shuang looked stunned, then bent his eyes and turned up his lips. He smiled and said, “how are you responsible?”

“I marry you.”

His handsome face was full of seriousness.

Yan Shuang looked at him with a smile. His eyes were soft and almost loving, like watching an ignorant child. He leaned over and kissed his lips. “I won’t take what a man said in bed seriously.”

“I’m serious.” Sheng Guangming said eagerly.

“I see,” Yan Shuang was still a little casual and lazy. He put his forehead on his forehead and whispered, “promise me that the next person who gets into your bed won’t marry him so soon, will you?”

Sheng Guangming was dying of anxiety. He lifted the man with his forehead and turned his eyes to his eyes. His firm eyes revealed stubbornness, “there’s no next one.”

Yan Shuang stopped laughing.

He avoided his eyes, put his hand around his shoulder and leaned his face against his chest, “brother Sheng.”


“Don’t like someone who doesn’t like you too much. You’ll get hurt.”

Sheng Guangming was silent for a long time, his arms tightened, kissed Yan Shuang gently on the top of his head, and said calmly, “I know.”

Yan Shuang lay in his arms, quiet and obedient, breathing on his skin. Sheng Guangming felt that he was happy at the moment.

“I started boxing when I was eleven,” he whispered, rubbing the soft hair of the man in his arms. “In the year I just learned boxing, I only learned one thing.”



Yan Shuang burst out laughing.

“What about later? What about the next year?”

“I learned another thing.”

“Beat someone else?”

“No,” Sheng Guangming lowered his head, looked at Yan Shuang’s round hair and whispered, “how to be beaten scientifically.”

Yan Shuang trembled with laughter in his arms.

Sheng Guangming waited for him to laugh enough before he bowed his head and kissed him on the cheek. “I’ve learned a lot about the injury, so you don’t have to worry about me.”

Yan Shuang had a residual smile on his face, and his eyes were vaguely moved. “Brother Sheng, thank you.”

“Thank you for what?”

“Thank you for liking me.”

Sheng Guangming looked at him silently. He thought that if Yan Shuang could turn “thank you” into “like”, that day might be the time when he really got happiness.

“You’re welcome,” Sheng Guangming kissed his eyes. “You’re worth it.”

They talked again in bed for a while. When the atmosphere came, they began to kiss again.

Between lovers, it seems that many things have become taken for granted.

The gentle, lingering and inseparable morning makes people feel tired of being with this person all day.

It was almost noon when they got up. After they cleaned up, Sheng Guangming proposed to eat outside. Yan Shuang readily agreed.

Yan Shuang is in a good mood. While the plot points are fully painted one night, Sheng Guangming’s emotional line has also taken a big step. Even marriage has been mentioned. According to this progress, Sheng Guangming’s line will be almost over by the new year.

When they went downstairs hand in hand, it was unfortunate, or coincidentally, that Qi Feiyun was standing by the car downstairs. He watched them walking hand in hand with an unpredictable look on his face.

When Sheng Guangming saw him, he was not as depressed as last night. Yan Shuang’s attitude gave him confidence.

Yes, Qi Feiyun was close to Yan Shuang for some time, but now he is the one with Yan Shuang. As long as he sticks to this point, he can’t show his timidity and fight without fighting. How can he surrender before fighting?

Sheng Guangming encouraged himself and said generously, “Dr. Qi, are you going back?”

Qi Feiyun nodded slightly, “yes.”

“Happy new year,” Sheng Guangming said politely, holding Yan Shuang’s hand. “Shuangshuang and I are going to a friend’s store for lunch. Shall we join?”

Qi Feiyun’s eyes quietly swept Sheng Guangming’s calm face and their clenched hands. The corners of his mouth gently hooked, “is it convenient?”

When Sheng Guangming was about to answer, Yan Shuang gently pulled his hand, Sheng Guangming stopped, turned his face and looked at the people around him. Yan Shuang had a light expression on his face and said faintly, “it’s inconvenient.”

The atmosphere stagnated for a moment.

Sheng Guangming hung up his heart inexplicably. Qi Feiyun, who was rejected, was still very calm, “Yeah, that’s OK.”

Yan Shuang said, “Miss Qi, I have something to tell you.”

His voice fell. Sheng Guangming shook his hand. Yan Shuang didn’t respond.

Qi Feiyun opened the door and made a gesture of invitation.

Yan Shuang stopped. “Just say it here.”

The look on the faces of the two men changed at the same time. Sheng Guangming was surprised and uncertain, but Qi Feiyun put away his comfortable posture.

“Mr. Qi, I did keep a gun friend relationship with you for some time before.”

As soon as he opened his mouth, his hand trembled even more. The tall man around him bowed his head and said nothing. Yan Shuang could feel the pressure around him and fell pitifully.

Qi Feiyun held the door in his hand and quietly looked at the indifferent man. His intuition was sending out dangerous signals, but his footsteps stubbornly stood still.

Yan Shuang continued to use a calm language: “what was the situation at that time? You also know in your heart that those days were for me…” he paused and tightened the hand of the person on his side before continuing: “… Meaningless.”

Sheng Guangming, who lowered his head and listened silently, suddenly raised his face and stared brightly at Yan Shuang’s face, and Yan Shuang continued talking like he was unaware.

“I thought we had the same idea, so I took your car last night.”

“But there seems to be a deviation, so I’ll make it clear.”

Although he was slightly looking up at the person in front of him, his posture was so arrogant and indifferent.

Qi Feiyun didn’t move. His face didn’t change at all. People couldn’t help wondering if he was listening.

“Now I have a boyfriend.”

Yan Shuang raised their hands and said solemnly to the man who was watching him: “I intend to seriously develop this relationship with him.”

“So please keep a distance from me and my boyfriend in the future. I don’t want my boyfriend to misunderstand or be unhappy about our relationship.”

“If you don’t mean that, I apologize.”

Yan Shuang said calmly. The two men were as quiet as if their voices had been taken away.

Sheng Guangming looked at Yan Shuang as if he had lost his soul. His head was boiling like boiling water and everything was in a mess. He was immersed in great joy, like a speculator who found that the lottery ticket was in his hand after opening the prize but couldn’t believe it – and the person who failed was right opposite him.

“I’m going on a date with my boyfriend.”

Yan Shuang’s tone was relaxed. He put down his hand and slightly bent over Qi Feiyun.

“Happy new year, bye.”


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