I Can’t Be This Protagonist Chapter 150

After living on the island for more than a month, one night, Yan Shuang was still sleeping. Suddenly someone knocked on the door. Later, it was like on a snow mountain. Yan Shuang was packed directly by Ji Yao and started to set off. The whole journey was less than ten minutes.

The sea was dark in the middle of the night. Only the cold moonlight splashed a silver glow on the sea. With the sea breeze jumping softly, Ji Yao hugged a person who was half asleep and half awake. He bowed his head and said gently, “sleep, it’s okay.”

The man in his arms obediently closed his half open eyelashes and fell asleep in his arms.

When Yan Shuang woke up the next day, the ship was still sailing at sea. Yan Shuang pulled down the curtain and looked at the blue sea and blue sky outside. Xindao Jiyao was right. They were indeed wandering.

This time the ship sailed for a week before landing.

The new “map” is still a mountain. Yan Shuang saw several families sporadically through the window on his way up the mountain. It is speculated that this place is not as isolated as the previous two places.

As the saying goes, if Ji Yao has the ability, he will gradually run out of water.

“What are you looking at?” Ji Yao said faintly.

Yan Shuang looked back. “It’s a nice day outside.”

Ji Yao looked at him, his eyes were gentle, but there was still a calm examination in the background, “like here?”

Yan Shuangchong smiled at him, “as long as I’m by your side, I like everywhere.”

Ji Yao was also noncommittal about what he heard. He stretched out his hand and gathered a bunch of Yan Shuang’s black hair behind him. “Don’t cut your hair and keep it long.”

“I can do anything.”

Yan Shuang is very good now.

One is for his plan.

Second, he is really afraid of Ji Yao.

It seems that the more abstinent a person is, the more wild he becomes after he gets into bed. This is indeed the golden rule.

Yan Shuang adapted, but sometimes he was a little scared.

If x dies and ends the world physically, it’s not cost-effective. Sometimes he even suspects that this is the last conspiracy of the bookstore.

The temptation of a beautiful man.

make fun of.

How could the carrying capacity of the beautiful men he had seen fall on a boy of only 19… No, a boy of 20.

The destination this time is a small yard on the mountain, not a villa, but a bungalow, but it is still elegant and snow-white, like a unique flower surrounded by green trees.

The yard is extremely large, with open spaces on both sides. On the left side, there is a quiet river. The sound of water is gurgling, and the mist in the mountains is winding, like a fairyland.

Yan Shuang thought that this was the love of his dream.

After retirement, he will build such a place on his own planet.

Self cultivation and self-cultivation, happy and contented.

Yan Shuang’s hair is long, and his bangs are gathered together with his hair. He is thin and slender. He looks like a tall girl from behind. Maybe his hair is too long. He is very uncomfortable when he washes. A slender arm struggles to hold his hair behind him and brushes his teeth with one hand.

Ji Yao looked at the door for a while. He came forward to gather his hair for him. Yan Shuang turned back. His face was slightly surprised and he bent slightly. His mouth was filled with foam. “Thank you.”

These two words are so common that they can’t be more common, but somehow they touched Ji Yao’s nerve. Yan Shuang was pressed on the washstand and said softly that he hadn’t finished brushing his teeth.

The thumb pressed in from the corners of his mouth to wipe out the foam in his mouth.

Yan Shuang’s lips were half open and his breathing was not smooth.

The back neck was burned with a kiss. Yan Shuang vaguely heard what Ji Yao said in his ear.

In the afternoon, the bodyguard sent a crystal box. Yan Shuang opened it, and the colorful inside was about to blind his eyes.

The air in the yard was fresh and comfortable. Yan Shuang sat on a low stool and fiddled with the leaves of vegetables on the ground.

“All right.”

Yan Shuang reached out and touched the back of his head. He touched a small pull. He turned back and smiled at Ji Yao, “is it nice?”

Ji Yao looked at him carefully.

Yan Shuang’s hair was black and soft. Most of it was gathered up and tied up by him, leaving only a little broken hair in front of his forehead. It was beautiful and clean, and his eyes were black and white, which was very moving.

Ji Yao’s eyes flashed, “like a pig’s tail.”

Yan Shuang: ”

Yan Shuang stared at him, turned his face and ignored him. His chin was twisted back, and he was bitten on his lip.

“Good looking,” Ji Yao looked at him seriously, “very good looking.”

Yan Shuang looked at him for a moment. Lengbuding said, “Qin Qing and me, who looks good?”

Ji Yao’s face remained unchanged, “it’s not easy to compare.”

Yan Shuang said “Oh” and stopped talking.

They sat in the yard in silence for a long time, and the roaring traffic broke the silence in the yard.

Here comes a tractor.

Yan Shuang’s shocked face.

With a serious face, the bodyguard in black drove a humming pig down from the tractor.

Yan Shuang: “…” that means it’s shocking.

“Young master,” several bodyguards surrounded the pig and kept a serious look, “we’ve found the pig.”

Ji Yao waved, “tie to the river.”

Yan Shuang slowly turned his face and looked at Ji Yao with an incredible look.

Ji Yao was looked at by him for a while, turned his face and said calmly, “don’t you want to try?”


“Postpartum care of sows.”

Yan Shuang: ”

Ji Yao: “I think you like that program very much.”

Yan Shuang: “… Thank you.”

“Don’t say thank you.”

With that, Ji Yao stood up and said, “go to dinner.”

Ji Yao doesn’t seem to be very busy recently. Yan Shuang doesn’t see him burying his head in documents any more. He still stays with him. Sometimes he doesn’t do anything. He just looks at Yan Shuang, that’s all.

After dinner, they went out for a walk again.

Although there were no street lights in the mountains, it was not dark at all. The stars all over the sky illuminated the whole mountain quietly and gently. The grass tip at the foot glittered black and shiny in the moonlight, which reminded Ji Yao of Xiao Qingyang’s horse farm.

It was also on such a night that Yan Shuang took the initiative to kiss him for the first time.

Soon after, they went to Switzerland.

Then… He doesn’t remember him.

Ji Yao tightened his palm. “Is it cold?”


Yan Shuang shook his head. There was a little wind on the mountain, blowing out a little of the tied hair on his temples. He stretched out his hand and stroked the hair behind his ears.

“I don’t remember much.”

Ji Yao suddenly said.

Yan Shuang turned his face, his eyes shining in the night, “what?”

“Haven’t seen him for a long time,” Ji Yao said flatly. “He seemed like you when he was a child.”

Yan Shuang looked at him quietly.

“We were neighbors when we were young. We haven’t seen each other since we moved.”

Ji Yao led him on.

“All I know is that he opened a painting exhibition and produced a CD,” Ji yaodun said. “He did everything he wanted to do.”

Yan Shuang followed him quietly.

“As for his appearance, I can’t remember clearly.”

“So, if you ask me who looks better, I can’t compare.”

After listening to his explanation, Yan Shuang lowered his face and whispered, “between us, you approached me at the beginning because I looked like him, didn’t you?”


Ji Yao’s tone was calm. He looked into Yan Shuang’s eyes and said frankly, “you approached me.”

Yan Shuang: ”

“Don’t lie to me because I forgot.”


“Then why should I approach you?”

Ji Yao stopped and glanced at him. The look on his face seemed to say, “what do you say?”.

Yan Shuang’s face was slowly feverish, showing a faint pink in the moonlight. Then he calmed down again, his eyes fell on the shaking grass tip, and said softly, “too.”

Ji Yao pulled his hand close, and the man also pulled it in front of him and asked him, “what is it?”

Yan Shuang lowered his head and grabbed his fingers, a little pinched.

Ji Yao lowered his head and asked again, “what is it?”

Yan Shuang was forced to hide by him and said vaguely, “you are my type.”

Ji Yao grabbed his eyes with his eyes. “I didn’t hear clearly. Speak more clearly.”

Yan Shuang dodged and said, “I didn’t hear what you said in the bathroom this morning.”

“What did I say?”

“What did you ask me?”

“I can’t remember.”

“I can’t remember.”

Yan Shuang’s waist was immediately hugged into his arms. Under the starry sky, Ji Yao’s face was very close, and their eyes met, “I like it.”

The voice was clearly transmitted to Yan Shuang’s ears, Yan Shuang’s mouth opened, and the faded pink on his face slowly emerged again.

“I’m your type,” Ji Yao said. “You’re talking about this.”

Yan Shuang: “…” thought this guy was enlightened.

Yan Shuang put on a speechless face. Ji Yao flashed a little smile. He bowed his head and kissed Yan Shuang’s lips, “go back.”

After going back, it will be another war.

Yan Shuang groaned for mercy, and Ji Yao let him go.

In the dark, the soft black hair was wet on Yan Shuang’s beautiful face. Ji Yao used his eyes to describe his outline. His throat itched. He wanted to say something but couldn’t say it. It was like an invisible hand pressed him in his chest.

The emotion he wants to express to Yan Shuang is not a “good thing”.

Some people die for it, others go crazy for it.

That’s not good at all.

Ji Yao stuck his lips to Yan Shuang’s ears, and the exhaled air blew Yan Shuang’s hair. He opened his lips, his throat was sore and hoarse, and his lips wanted to open and close. When he reluctantly made the prelude to “a”, there was a wild animal like hiss outside.

Yan Shuang, who was about to fall asleep, suddenly woke up, “what sound?!”

The bodyguard came back and reported, “young master, I haven’t given birth yet.”

“What’s its name?” Ji Yao half sat on the bed, frowning.

The bodyguard hesitated and said, “maybe… Pigs like barking?”


This sentence Ji Yao asked Yan Shuang.

Yan Shuang opened his eyes blankly, “I don’t know.”

Ji Yao pinched his face. “Don’t you know your kind?”

Yan Shuang: “…” go away.

So the sow waiting to give birth was pulled away overnight to keep their sleep.

Yan Shuang lay down again wrapped in a quilt. He yawned and said lazily, “what did you say before leaning against my ear, I didn’t hear…”

Ji Yao didn’t speak, and Yan Shuang didn’t ask again. Xiao Ji’s mouth was smelly and hard. He couldn’t say anything good. The backstage emotional line immediately came to an end. He knew it well.

When Yan Shuang breathed evenly and was about to fall asleep, a word suddenly came into the silent room.


Yan Shuang opened his eyes. He suddenly turned back. Ji Yao leaned on the bed and looked a little careless. It seemed that he was afraid Yan Shuang didn’t hear clearly. He repeated again, “love.”

Yan Shuang said warily, “make it clear.”

Ji Yao reached out and grabbed his face. “Go to sleep.”

Yan Shuang pulled off his eyelashes with his palm like closing his eyes to the corpse.

Yan Shuang: ”

Forget it, it’s okay if you don’t make it clear. The progress bar of the backstage emotional line is full.

The next day, Yan Shuang woke up. Out of curiosity about the hardness of Ji Yao’s mouth, Yan Shuang asked again, “what did you mean by ‘love’ last night?”

Ji Yao took the porridge and glanced at him calmly, “you’re confused. Dream.”

Yan Shuang: ”

Yan Shuang dropped the bowl and left.

Ji Yao sat at the dinner table with a smile on his face.

It’s a shame to be robbed by a pig.

Yan Shuang went out of the yard in a rage, caught the familiar little bodyguard and waved to him, “where’s the pig?”

Xiaobao said respectfully, “I’ve brought it down the mountain to the villagers.”

“Oh, when will it be born?”

“I don’t know.”

Yan Shuang nodded, stretched out his hand, pinched a wild flower around him, sniffed, and suddenly said, “what conditions did Ji Yao promise you? You have the courage to betray Ji wensong.”

The little bodyguard seemed surprised that Yan Shuang would suddenly ask him this question and was stunned on the spot.

“There is no overnight feud between father and son. If Ji Yao makes mischief again, Ji wensong will take him back and beat him at most. It’s not a big deal for children to leave home,” Yan Shuang sniffed the wild flowers with a loose tone and an unpredictable coldness. “A role like you…” Yan Shuang pointed up a little bit along the soft flower stem, Twist a weak wild flower to overflow with flower juice, “by the way, did Ji Yao buy accident insurance for you?”

“What are you talking about?”

Ji Yao came out of the house at leisure.

Yan Shuang looked back, his face still looked angry, “ask the pig.”

“It’s too noisy. I asked someone to send it down the mountain.”

“Oh?” Yan Shuang bit his lower lip. “Isn’t that my dream?”

Ji Yao came and held his hand. “Maybe your dream has come true.”

He meant something. Yan Shuang seemed to understand. His face was a little red. He said angrily: “who would dream of a pig.”

The two men left with their heads down, but the people who had no sense of existence quietly exuded a cold sweat behind them.

It can be said that Yan Shuang knows more clearly than Ji Yao.

He was ordered by Ji wensong and cooperated with Yan Shuang in acting, which seriously damaged the pride of this noble childe.

During the execution, he didn’t think too much. When he wanted to come, neither he nor Yan Shuang were at the mercy of Ji wensong, but their positions were different.

The content and tone of Yan Shuanggang’s conversation with him, and another look disguised to Ji Yao in the blink of an eye… Earlier, Yan Shuang’s collapse in the snow mountain

The sweat on his back became thicker and thicker, as if a dark shadow was pressing down on his heart. A strong instinct for danger made him a little distracted throughout the day. When he went to deliver dinner in the evening, he found an opportunity and finally talked to Yan Shuang alone, “Mr. Yan, you…”

His tone was respectful, but his words hesitated, as if he didn’t know how to go on.

Yan Shuang said to his heart, “give me your cell phone.”

The bodyguard was silent for a moment and handed him the mobile phone in his pocket.

A moment later, Yan Shuang calmly returned his cell phone to him.

“Well, you can go.”

Before the bodyguard quit, he saw Ji Yao come out from the inside and put his hand on Yan Shuang’s shoulder. Yan Shuang turned back and smiled at Ji Yao.

“Shall we go down the mountain to see the pig tomorrow?”

“I don’t know whether I’m alive or not.”

Ji Yao sat down, “don’t worry, postpartum care is inseparable from you.”

Yan Shuang gave him a false angry stare.

Ji Yao caught his eyes and paused with his chopsticks. “Then go and have a look.”

Yan Shuang turned his anger into joy and took the initiative to kiss Ji Yao on his face, “I like you best.”

Ji Yao’s ice and snow like face also seemed to move. A moment later, he looked down as usual, “I think you like pigs best.”

“Yes, yes, I like pigs best.” Yan Shuang smiled.

“Eat.” Ji Yao said coldly.

That night, Yan duotou didn’t beg for mercy once. He could be regarded as sacrificing his life to accompany a gentleman. He didn’t know how many tears he shed. When he woke up in the morning, the whole person was still pink and white, lying on Ji Yao’s shoulder. His eyes were watery, bright and moving.

Ji Yao stared into his eyes, and his throat felt itchy and tingling.

Yan Shuang looked at him and smiled silently.

Ji Yao felt a kind of stability in his smile.

It is the stability of the only flower held in the hands of vagrants.

Ji Yao held him in his arms. Instead of looking at his face, he looked at the top of his hair and said in a low voice, “Yan Shuang.”


“You’re dreaming now.”


“I love you.”

The house fell silent. After a while, the man in his arms whispered, “are you awake now?”

“Not yet.”

“So…” Yan Shuang kissed his chin with his head up. “I love you too.”

The car carried two people down the mountain. Ji Yao opened the window. The wind from the mountain poured into the car and blew their hair disorderly. Yan Shuang put his hands around the broken hair between his forehead and said with a smile: “the hair is too disordered.”

Ji Yao gestured on his head, “I’ll buy you a hairpin today.”

“I’m not…”

The car braked sharply.

Ji Yao quickly hugged Yan Shuang. His head and shoulders hit the partition heavily. He wrinkled the door tightly and pressed the partition, “what’s the matter…”

The voice stopped suddenly.

The narrow mountain road was blocked by three cars side by side.

In front of the vehicle, Ji wensong was wearing a black windbreaker and looked at the vehicle coming down the mountain without expression. Behind him stood dozens of bodyguards. Several bodyguards had guns on their shoulders.

“Sit still in the car.” Ji Yao calmly said to Yan Shuang in his arms. He hardly felt flustered and got out of the car directly.

Ji wensong’s face was dignified that Ji Yao had never seen before.

Ji Yao walked in front of the car and was half a meter away from his father. His father’s eyes didn’t look at him, but fell behind him.

“Bang -”

The sound of closing the door was neither light nor heavy.

Ji Yao twisted his face and frowned, “go back.”

Yan Shuang smiled at him and walked forward calmly.

Ji Yao felt a surge in his heart.

He anticipated the day when he would be caught, but he didn’t expect it to be so sudden.

Well, sooner or later, he has to face it. He doesn’t intend to wander all his life.

Then, lovers face it hand in hand, maybe he will walk through the storm more firmly.

Ji Yao stretched out his hand to Yan Shuang who was walking towards him.

And Yan Shuang… Passed his hand straight.

He went straight to his father.

“Mr. Ji, you’ve come very soon,” Yan shuangshou said, standing leisurely in front of Ji wensong with a harmless and gentle smile. “Look, I’m a man who keeps my promise.”

“I said you would get a very satisfied son.”


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