I Can’t Be This Protagonist Chapter 94

Sheng Guangming just moved into this apartment the day before yesterday.

He was very satisfied with the apartment. Before signing the contract, he specially asked about the neighbors of the real estate agent.

“… don’t worry. I’ve already inquired for you. You live next door to a surgeon. He bought the house. His surname is Qi. He is young and promising. He is very decent. He is definitely a good neighbor.”

Doctor, that should be very good. Sheng Guangming thought so and decisively signed the contract to buy the apartment.

After he moved in the day before yesterday, his neighbors visited him, but he didn’t have a chance to say hello to Qi Feiyun. No one answered when he knocked at the door.

The neighbor downstairs said that Qi Feiyun was a loner and busy at work. He may not be at home or he may not want to participate in social networking.

Sheng Guangming thought that it would be better if the neighbors were cold and high. As long as they didn’t quarrel, they didn’t bother any more.

There was a dead silence at the door. Sheng Guangming looked at the delicate boy in front of him and suddenly thought: Oh, it turned out that he was not deaf and dumb. It’s OK, otherwise it would be a pity.

Yan Shuang looked at Sheng Guangming, who was completely stunned, and smiled, “my name is Yan Shuang.”

Sheng Guangming’s brain was like a short circuit, and subconsciously replied, “Sheng Guangming.”

Yan Shuang nodded to him, “have a chance to patronize.”

With that, he turned and entered the door.

When the door in front of him closed, Sheng Guangming still didn’t return to his mind, and the information in his head jumped in one by one.

He remembered that the neighbor downstairs said Dr. Qi was a man.

The man who just went in was also a man.

Gay and lesbian?

Sheng Guangming widened his eyes a little.

Wait, what did the boy named Yan Shuang mean when he said “have a chance to patronize”?

Sheng Guangming’s brain was rusty. After a slow turn, he finally understood.

Oh, it’s to give him a chance to patronize him.

Sheng guangming: “……!”

All the sweat that just came out of my body dried up at once.

Sheng Guangming came into the house with goose bumps, went straight to the fridge, opened the fridge, breathed a few breaths at the cold of the fridge, then calmed down, reached out for a can of beer, opened it and poured two mouthfuls.

The cold wine night flowed into his throat and calmed the whole heart. Sheng Guangming felt that he had returned to his mind a little and could think with his own reason.

What’s he panicking about?

Isn’t that gay?

What’s the big deal.

When he competed abroad, didn’t he encounter a gay parade?

Homosexuality is not a scourge.

Aren’t they all two eyes, one nose and one mouth?

In this way, Sheng Guangming shook his cold beer to the balcony. The autumn wind blew his face and made him sober. It seemed that there was a faint aroma of tobacco in the air.

Sheng Guangming turned his face and was right with a pair of dark eyes, “…”

By the way, the balconies of the two apartments are close to each other.

The boy is holding a thin cigar in his hand. His plump red lips are slightly tooting. He spits out a mouthful of smoke. The smoke floats in the air and comes to his balcony along the autumn wind.

Sheng Guangming completely froze holding the beer can.

Yan Shuang opposite was also looking at him and smiled at him. Then he stretched out his hand into a virtual circle and sent it up and down to his mouth.

“Cough, cough -”

Sheng Guangming was shocked by his saliva. The cold beer on his hand suddenly spilled all over his hand. He hurriedly changed his hand to hold the beer, shook the liquor on his hand, and turned around like running for his life.

“Mr. Sheng.”

The boy’s soft voice stopped him.

Sheng Guangming stood stiff.

The boy hinted so clearly that even if he had no experience at all, he could see what the gesture meant.

too bad.

How can he tell each other that he is not interested in men and is not interested in spending money to buy “services”?

When he was competing abroad, he also encountered the situation of being courted by the same sex. He was experienced, but he had not encountered being “promoted services” like this

I don’t know whether it’s better to refuse directly or euphemistically?

“Can I have a beer?”

To his surprise, the other party made such a request.

Sheng Guangming and Yu Guang slowly swept over.

Yan Shuang caught his eyes, smiled gently at him, stretched out his hand and made a downward movement at his mouth again, “can you?”

Sheng guangming: “…” he was wrong.

Although he didn’t want to be involved with the other party, the other party showed a generous attitude. Sheng Guangming was embarrassed to refuse. Without saying a word, he went into the living room, took a can of ice beer and threw the ice beer across the balcony.

Yan Shuangli landed and caught, “thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

Sheng Guangming lowered his head and answered. When he was about to leave, he heard Yan Shuang say, “Mr. Sheng has just moved in?”

“Pa -”

The sound of the beer can opening, followed by the sound of “Gudong Gudong” drinking.

“Dr. Qi is my regular guest.”

The other party’s voice is gentle and lazy, and his tone is calm as if saying that the weather is good tonight, “we should meet often in the future.”

Sheng Guangming was tense all over.

“Does Mr. Sheng like girls?”

Sheng Guangming’s body stiffened again. He thought, is he so obvious?

The other party “ha ha” smiled.

“Don’t worry. I was just kidding you at the door.”

Sheng Guangming finally turned his face and looked at Yan Shuang again.

Indeed, Yan Shuang is no different from the boys he knows. He wants to be more exquisite and beautiful. However, he is a beautiful young man. He is not feminine. His drinking posture is also very heroic. His smoking appearance is even more skilled and natural than him.

Yan Shuang drank half a can of beer in one breath and smiled at Sheng Guangming who was quietly examining on the balcony next door. “In fact, men are also good. You’ll know if you have a chance to try.”

Sheng Guangming fled.

The idea of maintaining a good relationship and peace with neighbors in my mind was completely abandoned and replaced by the impulse to sell a house.

“Pa -”

His fist hit heavily on the sandbag hanging in the living room.

The whole face wrinkled.

He just bought the house!

The doctor next door is really, even if he is gay, can’t he have a good and serious relationship with an object? I have to do such a thing… In other words, Yan Shuang looks very serious. I can’t see that he is in this industry.

It’s terrible.

In his mind, the house with full marks fell to the edge of the pass line.

Although it was his freedom to live a neighbor’s life, Sheng Guangming felt uncomfortable at the thought of the chaos of each other’s private life.

Born in poverty, he lost his parents by accident when he was very young. At the age of 11, he began boxing after being favored by the boxing coach.

Since then, boxing has been the only thing in his life.

He worked hard with 100% blood and sweat.

Perhaps others will say that it is because they love this sport that they pay so hard.

But Sheng Guangming knew clearly from beginning to end that he was boxing to make money.

Earn enough money to do what he likes, talk about a good love, and then get married and have children to form a happy family.

This is all the future he wants.

And this apartment is the starting point of his future.

His carefully chosen home.

Sheng Guangming rubbed his hair crazily, roared two times silently in his chest, and finally fell on the floor dejectedly.

I hope the neighbors can “correct their mistakes” as soon as possible.

He prayed silently.

“Are you back?”

There was a faint cry of surprise from the balcony.

Sheng Guangming was stunned for a moment and jumped up, lying down to the monitoring of the porch to see the situation outside.

I can’t see it at all.

Sheng Guangming opened a crack in the door. From the crack, he saw a man with a briefcase and formal clothes standing at the door next door. His steps had stepped into the door, but he didn’t go in. He didn’t know what to linger at the door.

The crack in the door was pushed bigger and bigger unknowingly.

Almost the whole boy was hanging on the man in a suit and was kissing the man… With his head up.

“Bang -”

There was a loud closing door next door.

Qi Feiyun looked over, slightly frowned, reached out and held Yan Shuang’s back neck, “what did you do?”

“What, what?” Yan Shuang had a silly expression on his face.

Qi Feiyun stared at him and stepped into the room wordlessly.

Yan Shuang snickered behind him, followed him into the house and closed the door.

“Who told you to come back so late.”

“How tired I am squatting downstairs alone. I just met your new neighbor and asked him to bring me up.”

Qi Feiyun took off his coat and said, “new neighbor?”

“Yes, he’s not bad,” Yan Shuang said. “He’s just a little homophobic.”

He took off his coat and hung it in his arms. Qi Feiyun said faintly, “don’t harass your neighbors.”

“Mr. Qin wants me to take care of you for a while,” Qi Feiyun walked in. “I’ve said hello to the administrator. Go and enter your identity information tomorrow.”

Yan Shuang lay on his shoulder and followed him in.

“He wants you to take care of me?”

“What kind of care?”

“All aspects.”

His soft hand grabbed the hem of his shirt, lifted it up and slipped in.

“… is this included?”

Qi Feiyun stopped.

When Qin yubai talked to him in the hospital, he put forward a request to him.

“Can the effect of hypnosis be relieved?”

He looked at the man who wanted to turn man into his own puppet without hesitation at the beginning, with an expression of regret on his face.


He who makes a decision and regrets it is incompetent and pathetic.

“I need time.”

Just do it.

Why regret it?

His coat was thrown on the marble table.

Pinching the pure face, Qi Feiyun’s expression was serious and cold, “not included.”

“Oh?” Yan Shuang smiled, “forget it, I’ll find someone else.”

The hand holding his cheek slowly moved to his neck. The wide palm and perfect fingers imprisoned him like a chain. The palm is still loose and does not use much force. The uncertainty makes people feel the fear of unknown.

Yan Shuang was still laughing, and even threw back his neck provocatively, as if urging the man to exert himself.

Reason is gaining the upper hand, but it is only a small advantage.

Qi Feiyun finally didn’t exert himself and said faintly, “can’t you live without a man all day?”

In the face of words with an obvious taste of humiliation, Yan Shuang smiled more and more brightly.

“Yes,” Yan Shuang said indifferently, reaching out to slide frivolously across Qi Feiyun’s cheek, “would you like to be a man for me… This day?”

Sheng Guangming didn’t sleep well all night. He seemed to have had several dreams, but he didn’t remember them when he woke up. He was still a little dizzy when he went out for a run in the morning, and almost bumped into someone when he entered the elevator.


He apologized hurriedly and got a gentle response immediately.

“It doesn’t matter.”

Sheng Guangming woke up.

The neighbor… And his… Uh, that, are standing next to him.

Sheng Guangming did not dare to look at them rigidly. He kept shouting in his heart. Come on, someone into the elevator to ease this damn embarrassment!

However, his wish was not fulfilled. No one came in until the last floor of the elevator opened.

Sheng Guangming stood still and waited until they got out of the elevator.

As soon as I stepped out, I heard the boy on the man’s side say, “hurry up, I’ll be late for school.”

Sheng guangming: “…” enough!!


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