Yun Qingci looked at the dagger uncertainly, then glanced at Li Ying, his mind was blank for a moment.
“Did you anger me on purpose?”
At this time, Li Ying would naturally not deliberately annoy him, he was serious. Yun Qingci had a very extreme temperament, and if he let him pick up the debris, he would definitely cut his hands. The dagger was the safest tool.
“You said let me calm down and think about the relationship with each other. I considered it.” Li Ying said, “Aci, I believe that in this world, no one knows you better than me, and no one knows what you want better than me. What do you want.”
Yun Qingci pushed him away, twisted and returned to the couch.
Li Ying stood for a while, slowly followed him, put the dagger on his side, and said: “I can give you time, you relax, don’t have to rush to settle this matter.”
Yun Qingci was sulking.
“If you think I am not good, you can also try others…I will wait for you.”
As soon as he said this, Yun Qingci suddenly raised his eyes. He looked at Li Ying’s pale face and said for a while: “You tell me, did you use any means to rebirth?”
Li Ying was silent.
“Did you pay any price, so you must be with me?”
“Is there any difference?” Li Ying said, “The important thing is your attitude. If you don’t care about me at all, then what I really paid is what I really paid. You will feel that I have to be bothered because of the cost. yours.”
“You won’t believe that I love you, you won’t believe that I have you in my heart, and you won’t believe me…” His breath seemed to sting, “I will never make any mistakes again.”
Yun Qingci’s thoughts were seen through by him, and he was even more depressed: “You know, then I will send you away now, which means I don’t care about you.”
“But I still want to fight for it.” Li Ying said, “Give me a little more time and give myself a little time. Let’s think about it, okay?”
“But I don’t like you anymore. I don’t love you anymore.” Yun Qingci said to him: “Yun Qingci who likes Li Ying is dead, Li Ying, don’t you know this very well? Many, Yun Qingci, who will understand you, has also been killed by you.”
Li Ying suddenly lost his strength.
The body is gradually adapting to the pain, but Yun Qingci’s words can always easily make him more painful. He supported the bed with one hand, struggling to lower his body, breathing restrained heavy.
His forehead was against the edge of the bed, his five fingers contracted unconsciously, grabbing the bed sheet into a messy curve.
Yun Qingci pursed his lips, stretched out his hand to help his arm, and said, “If you feel unwell, go back to the palace and see the imperial doctor.”
“I didn’t…Aci, don’t rush to refuse me, okay?”
He raised his face, his eyes were moist and deep, and he begged vaguely: “Don’t hurry, leave me behind.”
Yun Qingci took his hand back.
He reached out and fetched the Ye Mingzhu on the head of the bed, and touched it down and down in his hand for a while before he said, “You tell me, did you, what kind of magic did you do to get here?”
“…Someone gave me a lamp.” Li Ying blinked his wet eyelashes and said: “He told me that as long as the candlelight turns red, I can go back in time.”
“How can the candlelight turn red?”
“With blood as wax.” Li Ying lowered his eyes and said, “He said, as long as there is enough sincerity, the lamp will definitely turn red.”
Is there still meat-cutting and feeding Gu? Yun Qingci pinched his finger and did not ask, but said: “Did you see the light turn red?”
“I did not see.”
Yun Qingci was stunned, did not see, how did he come?
He hesitated for a while, and said, “Li Ying, did you know that I would be born again?”
“I don’t know.” Li Ying didn’t lie to him: “I just remember, I hope to go back to the past and change the past, I don’t know, why would you… Your rebirth should have nothing to do with me, you don’t have to because of this, Create a psychological burden.”
Yun Qingci’s expression was complicated, and his eyes gradually turned fierce. “Don’t worry, even if you really did something for me, I won’t be grateful to you. This is what you should be. Without you, I would have been in my previous life. I’ll have a good time, very good, very good!”
He turned over and lay down angrily, closing his eyes hard.
“I’m sorry, Aci.”
The breathing took a few more breaths, his pale fingers pressed against the edge of the bed, and the man calmly got up and said, “Did Aoshi send any news recently?”
“You have lived again, do you still need Aoshi?”
“Aoshi has always been very important.”
“I see…” Yun Qing resigned for a while and said: “If I have news, I will send someone to send it to you.”
There was no movement behind him, Yun Qingci turned around, and said: “Why, you are still afraid that I will hide…I won’t report it.”
There was no one behind him, and the words behind Yun Qingci became as thin as a mosquito.
Walk so fast.
He can’t sleep anymore.
He believed that what Li Ying said was true. Although he had concealed some terrible things, the things in his dreams were obviously what he had experienced. Yun Qingci is just very strange. If Li Ying never thought that he would be born again, then how did he get born again?
Could it be that the alchemist whom Li Ying invited happened to be in a good mood, so buy one get one free?
But is it possible? If Li Ying’s appeal is to go back to the past, to repair the relationship, and to send himself over, isn’t it just to make it clear that he can’t live with him?
Who caused him to be born again?
Yun Qingci is puzzled.
He didn’t get too entangled in this matter. After thinking about it for a while, he followed a few elder brothers to call friends every day.
In the past, Yun Qingci didn’t have a friend with him, and he always felt that everyone looked at him with unkind eyes, but now that he calmed down, he suddenly discovered that there are still more people in this world who are easy to get along with.
The weather is still very cold, the ice lake is melting, and there are officers and soldiers patrolling nearby, to avoid the people of Tule from going to ice play again, staged a tragedy.
Yun Qingci bit the icing hawthorn and followed his brothers, walking around the streets and alleys every day, and was very satisfied with being fed by snacks every day.
This was a happy life he had never thought of when he was with Li Ying before.
If I knew this before, what kind of palace to enter, and to be a dude in Xiangfu, life will definitely be beautiful.
“Eat less sour.” Someone handed him a bamboo cup with sweet red bean snow **** in it. Lin Huaijin came to look for him every day since he returned home. He has a good relationship with her second brother. Smoothly will also take care of Yun Qingci.
Yun Qingci directly threw the unfinished icing hawthorn to the fourth brother, took a sip of the sugar water from the cup, and said, “Thank you, Master Xiaohou.”
“Tomorrow is the Lantern Festival, there are many river lanterns, do you want to come out together?”
Of course, Yun Qingci nodded without hesitation, and the second brother also said: “Let’s take a break for the Lantern Festival, and there is nothing to do at home.”
“I should be busy when you are all free.” Yun Qingjue said: “The more important the holiday, the more important the military is to guard against. I have to go to the barracks.”
“The third brother has worked hard.” Yun Qingci said, rubbed his head: “Let the second and fourth brothers accompany you.”
“Yeah!” Yun Qingci bends his eyes.
Behind him, from a distance, a man in black uniform wears a jade crown, his figure is as tall as loose, and his face becomes paler with overly black hair. He wears a gray fox cloak on his shoulders and holds one in his hand. Short whip, staring at Yun Qingci with heavy eyes.
One person approached him silently: “Lord, it’s time to set off.”
Li Ying turned around and sank into the crowd without looking back.
In this room, Lin Huaijin asked Yun Qingci softly: “Tomorrow, your Majesty will come out to find you?”
“No.” Yun Qingci casually said: “He should be very busy these days.”
Yun Qingci hadn’t seen him for many days, and he guessed that it was probably the conversation that night that caused Li Ying to shrink back.
What kind of person.
Yun Qingci thought, he flinched like this, but he had been stalking Li Ying for a long time, and he became more and more frustrated.
However, it is also good for Li Ying not to pester him. When the two sides calm down, Yun Qingci can propose a reconciliation, and he will probably agree by then.
The second night.
It is not the first time that Yun Qingci has spent the Lantern Festival, but it is the first time he is not accompanied by Li Ying. No matter how late it is before, as long as it is the Lantern Festival, he will wander around with Yun Qingci in casual clothes. They set the river lanterns together every year, and then went to guess the riddles. Li Ying would often follow him with a few lanterns, watching him eat and drink, and occasionally take a mouthful of his feeding. The dark eyes would overflow with gentle satisfaction.
Even if they were still arguing the day before, as long as it was the Lantern Festival, Li Ying would take the initiative to come to him with a lantern and tell him: “Be angry after the festival.”
This is his promise to Yun Qingci.
In the early years, his mother had just passed away, Yun Qingci spent the New Year alone in the other courtyard, and Li Ying spent the New Year in the palace. They could only look up at the same sky fireworks from different places.
On the third day of the Lunar New Year when he was nine years old, Li Ying ran to him and told him: “Although I can’t accompany you to celebrate the New Year, I can accompany you to spend the Lantern Festival.”
“The folks are busy during the Lantern Festival. I promise you that I will spend the Lantern Festival with you every year.”
Yun Qingci didn’t believe him very much: “Really?”
Li Ying looked at him for a long time and said softly, “Really.”
In the following twenty years, Li Ying never broke his promise in this matter. No matter how fierce they were the night before, Li Ying would always carry a lantern to accompany him on this day, walk around the streets and alleys of Shangyang, and then buy a lot of cakes, fruit and snacks, and return to the palace as snacks for him.
I remember that one year, Yun Qingci asked him: “The Lantern Festival is very important to you?”
That seems to be the day in the previous life. After Yun Qingci was taken back to the palace by him by any means, they stood by the river, Yun Qingci looked at him, and Li Ying was looking at the lamp in the river.
He was silent for a long time, then turned to tell Yun Qingci: “Believe me, what I can do, I will definitely try to do it.”
He was full of thoughts and hesitated to speak. Yun Qingci burst into a smile, and suddenly rushed towards him. He remembered that he kissed his face very hard: “I know that A Ying has a lot to do, so I’m very satisfied.”
Li Ying dropped the lantern in his hand and hugged him slowly and restrained.
Yun Qingci said to him, “Thank you, A Ying.”
Li Ying’s lips fell to his ears, and he said softly, “I’m sorry.”
Yun Qingci heard it, but he pretended not to hear anything.
The night view of Shangyang is very beautiful. The Lantern Festival is even more beautiful on this day. Yun Qingci doesn’t like to put the lanterns, only when he was very young, he would put them on because of novelty. Later, when he grew up, he knew that the lanterns would be useful at all. No, those who should come will come, and those who can’t be kept are still unable to be kept.
Fortunately, the brothers didn’t like it either, so Yun Qingci followed them through the streets and alleys.
After looking for a barbecue restaurant, Yun Qingci began to gasp, Lin Huaijin stretched out his hand to let him go, and said: “I have been playing for a long time today, and you are uncomfortable. You should say it earlier.”
“There is nothing uncomfortable.” Having said that, Yun Qingci’s breath seemed to be mixed with gravel, bringing out the sound of’ho ho’.
Yun Qingxiao quickly walked over with a solemn expression, pressed his chest, and said, “Stop eating, go see the doctor.”
“No, I’ll just take a break.”
“Stop it, hurry up.”
Yun Qing’s nose is slightly sour, not only because of the sudden concern, but also with a subtle embarrassment. He feels that he has broken everyone’s interest, but this is not because of his original intention. He was forced to become the one who disrupted the atmosphere and made him Feeling aggrieved.
Yun Qingxiao picked him up without saying a word, and said, “You stay here first, and I’ll take him there.”
Today everyone was very happy, and he was also very happy. The crowd was crowded and the eardrums were tingling. Moreover, whether it was with the brothers or Lin Huaijin, they didn’t have enough time to get along with him, and it made sense that they would not notice him.
Yun Qingci felt very sorry: “I’m sorry for the second brother.”
“What are you talking about?” Yun Qingxiao scolded him.
Yun Qingci lowered his eyelashes.
He is not used to being treated this way by his relatives.
At this moment, he inevitably remembered Li Ying who had been with him for so many years.
As if by Li Ying’s side, he could be unscrupulous, he could provoke his dignity without fear, he could also trouble him to do everything for himself with peace of mind, and he could bully him and humiliate him as he should.
He was obviously not stingy in showing all bad things in front of Li Ying, but ashamed of showing his fragility in front of his brother.
Li Ying did a little bit badly to him, and he felt that the sky was about to collapse. If Li Ying didn’t notice his injury today, Yun Qing resigned and wanted to make a fuss with him again.
But brothers, it seems to be taken for granted.
Li Ying is very bad, really bad, and Yun Qing hates him for real. But sometimes, he is really good.
For example, Yun Qingci’s injury, he has never forgotten.
As long as Yun Qingci is with him, he will definitely ask: “Do you want to memorize it?”
But now, he must throw out Li Ying’s good and Li Ying’s bad.
Lost far away.
Throw it where you can’t see it again, and can’t find it again.
The author has something to say: Ci Zai: Throw it away.
Li Huang: Give another chance…