Yun Qingci saw it, and saw his disgusting look in his previous life.
There is no need for Yun Qingci to say more, Li Ying knew how disgusting he was.
A lot of the flesh on his body has been cut off, and his arms and calves are thin and out of proportion to his body. The dragon robe is still on his body, but no one knows that he, who looks human on the surface, is already in the form of a ghost.
He doesn’t let people wait to take a shower. Sometimes someone in the palace wants to wait for an opportunity to get close to him. After seeing his appearance, they will jump on the ground in fright and repeatedly kowtow.
Li Ying killed a lot of people who sneaked in and wanted to fly into the sky, only to accidentally learn his secret. After that, no one dared to try to climb his bed again.
Yun Qingci was killed by him. For countless nights, he wanted to reverse time and go back to the past. He knew that his physical body would not be used anymore. When the alchemist told him that the ending of that world could not be changed, he was actually a little lucky.
He knew that even if Yun Qingci saw his appearance, he would never love him again.
It’s better to sacrifice, strengthen the obsession, and prop up the world he hopes for.
He knew why he wanted to break the lamp, because there was another him replacing him. When he was still in that body, he knew that he would be in pain, angry, and jealous.
Even if it’s me who is going back.
But no matter how desperate he is, he will never break that lamp.
He has given too much, and that body is already withered. He has absolute reason and will support him to sacrifice.
He will walk toward death and rebirth calmly with despair and hope.
He had expected everything about that body. When he woke up that day, he saw Liu Ziru’s renewed youthful face in madness. He confirmed the time of the memorial and then drove everyone away. Standing in front of the bronze mirror and looking at himself.
At this time, he was still very young, and the large, ugly and disgusting scars on his body had disappeared.
He confirmed that his face was still the same as Yun Qingci’s alive. He was energetic, lonely and confident, with a straight back and a weak crown.
It is exactly what Yun Qingci loves most.
He told himself that from now on, you have been reborn, and you are no longer the Li Ying who is neither human nor ghost.
He decided to goodbye himself, who was as disgusting as that maggot.
He never wanted to let Yun Qingci know how regretful he was after his death, how annoyed, how resentful, how humble, how humble he was after his death…
Like a dog with leprosy.
“It’s not me.” Li Ying heard himself say: “I don’t have one.”
He left from the dining table, breathing very lightly, and stepped back seriously, “I just slept and came over.”
“I don’t know, who that person is.”
This is what Yun Qingci expected.
Li Ying will never admit that that person is him. He knows Li Ying too well. His self-esteem and his pride are more than anything else.
But Yun Qingci had too many questions. He followed up and said, “Li Ying, I have seen them all. I am not sarcastic. I just want to make it clear to you. I want to ask you exactly what transactions you have made. , Besides raising lamps, feeding snakes, offering sacrifices…what else are you hiding from me?”
Li Ying breathed tightly, staring at him motionlessly.
Yun Qingci came to him and said: “Say it quickly, and I will forgive you. I know you have a bad life after I die, and you don’t know how happy I am.”
Of course Yun Qingci is happy. He has reasons to be happy, whether from the point of view of being killed and hated by Li Ying, or from the point of view that I love you and you love me more than I love you.
He didn’t hide his happiness at all, and his eyes met Li Ying for an instant.
Li Ying also understood why he was happy, and he could even understand Yun Qingci’s happiness.
Although he couldn’t tell, whether Yun Qingci was happy because he loved him or because he hated him.
However, this does not hinder him, looking at the light overflowing from Yun Qingci’s beautiful eyes, he felt a rush of happiness.
“Are you so happy?”
“Yeah.” Yun Qingci said, “I’m happy, if I see you have a good time, I will definitely die of grief.”
Li Ying smiled suddenly, and a dim light leaked from his painted eyes.
“Actually there are.”
“Also, because my obsession is to go back to the past, if you are no longer where you were, I will be bitten back by the obsession, and I will not be freed until death.”
Yun Qingci thought of that day He Li, he thought that Li Ying was vomiting blood because of his anger, but it turned out that he was bitten back by obsession.
“Also.” Li Ying said softly: “Even though I’m here, he and I are still the same person. The bond between us is hard to dispel, and we feel the same. Only if one is dead, the other can live…and only if he is dead, I live. , This world can remain as it is, otherwise it will collapse.”
Yun Qingci blinked and said, “What else?”
“Also… after he died, because before he died, he felt the suffering of all insects. This pain will stay on me forever until I die.”
Yun Qingci was stunned.
“Aci, are you happy?” Li Ying said: “As long as you don’t touch me, I will always be in pain. I can’t live without you. Without you, I will either hurt or die. It will be fine.”
Yun Qingci subconsciously said: “Well, happy…”
Still a bit sad.
He took a step forward, but Li Ying took a step back.
He smiled slightly and said, “Aci, this is my retribution. When you love me, I think you are too clingy. When you don’t love me, I change my law and want to be close to you… You must be happy. If you are happy, I will be happy too. I will always show you the pain. Whenever you are upset, come and see me. If you want to see me like a dream, I live like a mangy dog. In general, I will show you…I have a knife, I also have a snake, and I have a lot of meat in my hand… I can cut it to you, you don’t care whether that person is me, because from beginning to end, There is only one, Li Ying who loves you.”
Yun Qingci’s lips trembled.
“Aci, why are you crying?” Li Ying turned his face and took a look, took a dagger from the bed a few steps later, and said: “Aci, don’t be unhappy, let me show you…”
He lost the scabbard and pulled up his cuffs. The sharp dagger flashed a cold light and cut straight to his arm——
Yun Qingci suddenly rushed towards him.
Emperor Li Ying moved the knife away, his long hair swayed slightly, he backed slightly, pulling away from himself in severe pain, and a warm person was stuffed in his arms.
Yun Qingci red eyes: “Who, who will be happy to see this.”
Li Ying didn’t move, he looked down at Yun Qingci, his expression looked a little dazed.
Yun Qingci encircled his waist and said aggrieved: “I am very happy that you have a bad life, but I still feel distressed. I thought at that time, you might as well die and come to me… But I thought again, if If I didn’t see your appearance, I wouldn’t be reconciled to death.”
Li Ying couldn’t understand him.
Yun Qingci wiped his tears on his chest, raised his face and asked, “Why don’t you speak?”
“…” Li Ying glanced at the knife in his hand.
“Throw it away.”
The dagger was thrown on the ground.
“You are not allowed to hurt yourself without my permission in the future.”
Li Ying: “…You don’t tire of me?”
“I’m bored.” Yun Qingci said, “I’ve been bored all the time.”
“But I have always liked you.” Yun Qingci thought for a while, and corrected: “No, I just came back alive, and I didn’t know when you had a bad life. At that time, I hated you to death, not at all. like you.”
Li Ying glanced at him, thought for a moment, and said, “You came to me this time, that is, forgive me?”
“…Then why don’t you say it?”
“I didn’t think about how to say it.” Yun Qingci said: “But didn’t I accompany you to bed? You drove me away and I didn’t leave. Is my performance not obvious enough?”
“I didn’t push you.”
“You let me go back to the palace.”
“You are going to return to the palace yourself.”
“If I say you will let me back, don’t you love me?” Yun Qing said, “Can’t you keep me for a while?”
“…I thought you hated me.”
“I hate why you came to see you?”
“…” Li Ying had nothing to say.
Yun Qingci hugged him and said, “You scared me just now.”
Li Ying: “…”
He took a step back, feeling a little numb. He thought that Yun Qingci would be happy to do that, but in Yun Qingci’s eyes, he was probably a lunatic.
Yun Qingci retired with him, and Li Ying sat on the bed all the way, turning away his face slightly.
Yun Qingci tilted his head to look at him, and said, “Li Ying.”
“Why do not you speak?”
“I forgive you.”
“…Thank you Aci.” Li Ying finally recovered. He looked at his empress and said, “Then you, don’t you leave with me?”
“I forgive you, why bother with you?” Yun Qing replied, “Then you are now, don’t you have any points to express?”
“The teacher is in a coma…”
“I just fell asleep.”
“Well, when you were asleep, you told me a lot, he hoped that we will be together, and I will answer…”
His lips were kissed by Yun Qingci, and the touch was immediately separated. Yun Qingci continued to lie in his arms to look at him, and said, “Why do you always like to think so much? My father is not here now.”
“I just said there is such a thing…”
Yun Qingci kissed him again, and said, “I have wine now and I am drunk, don’t break my interest.”
This is the difference between him and Yun Qingci. When Yun Qingci wants to do anything, he must do it immediately. He is quick-tempered, vigorous and resolute, doing everything he wants.
But he always thinks too much.
Li Ying looked at him for a while, and whispered: “What are you interested in?”
The corners of Yun Qingci’s mouth rose at the same time, expecting: “It’s dark.”
Li Ying slowly stretched out his hand and tentatively wrapped him around him. Yun Qingci did not hide. He tightened his arms and hugged the Empress onto his leg. Yun Qingci immediately raised his face and pressed the tip of his nose against his nose, saying:” To kiss.”
Li Ying’s nose was too high, and he always had to open his nose to the side when kissing him. Yun Qingci had just been kissed, but before he could continue, his stomach murmured twice.
Li Ying: “…eat first.”
“Hmm.” Yun Qingci was unhappy.
Li Ying kissed him again and said softly: “Go to the table first.”
Yun Qingci nodded, raised his arms to hug his neck, and said, “I want to hug.”
Li Yingxin’s hair was tight and her eyes were hot.
How long has Yun Qing resigned, he hasn’t talked to him like this.
It wasn’t until this moment that he discovered how much he liked such Yun Qingci.
Stick to him, love him, trust him wholeheartedly.
In their previous lives, they wouldn’t have reached that point. All of this was his fault.
He held Yun Qingci tightly and barely calmed down his emotions.
Yun Qingci had been waiting for him to carry himself to the table, and he was a little panicked after not getting up for a long time.
“Li Ying, aren’t you at your age anymore?”
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